Hmm.

So, I did something, and found something. I wasn't even looking for it. But shit came up. I don't wanna bring it up. I don't want something to come up and we're done. But I know I can't hold this in. It's unfair to me. I'm confused in this situation. I honestly don't know what to do. Should I tell you and risk losing everything ? Should I keep it in and wonder what the hell is going on between you two ? This is the absolute worst position that I can find myself in. I didn't want to see what I did. It hurts. I could be acting like a girl and be blowing things completely outta proportion. I kinna hope I am.

So 2m is the sleepover. Idk how it's even gonna go now that I saw that.

My stomach hurts.