Family
Why is it that they are never on your side when you need them to be ? I swear, the way my mom does things and treats me and Joi is completely unfair. I just want her to be on my side, and hear my opinion on things. She always make it seem like I'm the bad guy. Case in point, today while we were at Westlake, Joi decides to kick me in the frickin' leg for no reason. She had intended to trip me, but missed, kicked my leg, and stepped on my new shoes. Now, if I did any of that to her, in the middle of a parking lot, where there were HELLA cars zooming by, I know she'd be hella scared. She just needs to realize what the hell she is doing. The dumb ho doesn't ever think before she acts. So, today was also Mom's birthday, so happy birthday. I know it wasn't a good one, but it started and ended with your other daughter being a bitch. Blame her. I just react and suddenly I'm the one who caused it all. What the fuck ever.
Friends
So the past two nights I went over to Edgar's and chilled with him and his group of friends. Um, awkward to the max. I wish I didn't even go to the first one on Thursday. That was just all bad. Hella drama over nothing. Well, maybe it was over something, but I know I didn't need to be involved in it. I didn't like the situation I was put in that night, and I know it'll never happen again. I will never hold back my feelings for the sake of somebody else. Sorry. Then last night, it was a bit more chill, but I wasn't feel the environment. I sat and played Peggle all night. Well, for like an hour. Ahahaha. Jess & Katt watched. Then I lost and got bored, so I decided that it was just time I bounced. So we left. I didn't even get a chance to talk to Edgar a/b how I felt a/b all that happened last night, but I think he got the point through alla the texts that were sent. Tonight it's just gonna be me and the girls doing what we do best, EATING. Ahahahah.
Misc
Why do people dress so poorly now a days ? I mean, even if you're dressed down, make an effort. Even when I'm ugly, I'm cute. I couldn't stand some of the shit that people were wearing at that event last night. Like, seriously. Why would you even leave your house in those outfits ? I'm too honest. I have a mouth that shouldn't be filtered, ahahahah.
Saturday, July 31
Sunday, July 25
Wow.
Misc.
I thank Stan for having common sense in our relationship, even though I do wanna progress it. I'm reading a/b alla these couples who are my age and living together, and how they're breaking up. It's kinna whatever. It sucks balls. I mean, you should know that you're not old enough to handle that type of stress in a relationship. It's no beuno. I want to live with Stan, but for selfish reasons. I think that I'd get sick of him if I were to really see him everyday of my life. So to alla the couples out there who thought they were different and that love would make it all easy, ahaha in your face. Grow up. This is real life, not a fairy tale.
Relationship
My boyfriend is officially 23 ! I love him so. I gave him a surprise, a 40 inch screen Samsung TV. I think he was shocked. I also think he was a bit upset that I bought him something so big, so soon. I knew he liked it, but I also was upset at his reaction. That's why I'm no longer do surprises. I can't read reactions. They kinna make it not worth it. But I hope I don't regret this choice. And I have to pay it off soon. Omgah, I really did that. Today his family is gonna have a picnic or something.. I think I'm gonna go and feel really awkward. Hmm.
Family
I missed a big family picnic to spend time with Stan, and I feel bad. I know today there will be a small argument over this. It just sucks. But this is life. We can't be us if we're not arguing. I hope the picnic was fun.
I thank Stan for having common sense in our relationship, even though I do wanna progress it. I'm reading a/b alla these couples who are my age and living together, and how they're breaking up. It's kinna whatever. It sucks balls. I mean, you should know that you're not old enough to handle that type of stress in a relationship. It's no beuno. I want to live with Stan, but for selfish reasons. I think that I'd get sick of him if I were to really see him everyday of my life. So to alla the couples out there who thought they were different and that love would make it all easy, ahaha in your face. Grow up. This is real life, not a fairy tale.
Relationship
My boyfriend is officially 23 ! I love him so. I gave him a surprise, a 40 inch screen Samsung TV. I think he was shocked. I also think he was a bit upset that I bought him something so big, so soon. I knew he liked it, but I also was upset at his reaction. That's why I'm no longer do surprises. I can't read reactions. They kinna make it not worth it. But I hope I don't regret this choice. And I have to pay it off soon. Omgah, I really did that. Today his family is gonna have a picnic or something.. I think I'm gonna go and feel really awkward. Hmm.
Family
I missed a big family picnic to spend time with Stan, and I feel bad. I know today there will be a small argument over this. It just sucks. But this is life. We can't be us if we're not arguing. I hope the picnic was fun.
Saturday, July 24
Things change, quickly.
Relationship:
Yesterday was Stan's 23rd birthday ! Yay. I went out to eat with his family minus his brother b/c he's away at camp to Banana Island. Yummy as always. I thought we would be hanging out that night, but we didn't. If I knew that then, I wouldn't have rushed alla way home to change and look pretty. Oh well, I think we are hanging back out tonight. I should cash this damn check quickly though. I gotta get him his SURPRISE. Hopefully this won't be that bad of a surprise, and that he likes it. I'm gonna be super upset if he's already got one. Like how I've had no input on the place and the things I was gonna do, he suddenly already has. I mean, since I'm not gonna move alla way in, why should I ? It just bugs me since I had alla these ideas and they're going to waste. I know what to expect later though. If that later ever comes.
Work:
I think it's gotten better. Now there's only tension with one of the workers who just doesn't do anything. But whatever. Oohh, happy birthday Charlotte ! She's 18 today, hooray for her. Ahahaha. I think work is just gonna be bleh b/c alla these people have hella sides and I'm just flat. I wanna go back to work and take pictures with everybody. Hmm, maybe one day.
I think I should shower and get ready now for my long ass day. I gotta run to the bank, first thing today. That's most important. Then.. Idk what me and Stan are gonna do.
Yesterday was Stan's 23rd birthday ! Yay. I went out to eat with his family minus his brother b/c he's away at camp to Banana Island. Yummy as always. I thought we would be hanging out that night, but we didn't. If I knew that then, I wouldn't have rushed alla way home to change and look pretty. Oh well, I think we are hanging back out tonight. I should cash this damn check quickly though. I gotta get him his SURPRISE. Hopefully this won't be that bad of a surprise, and that he likes it. I'm gonna be super upset if he's already got one. Like how I've had no input on the place and the things I was gonna do, he suddenly already has. I mean, since I'm not gonna move alla way in, why should I ? It just bugs me since I had alla these ideas and they're going to waste. I know what to expect later though. If that later ever comes.
Work:
I think it's gotten better. Now there's only tension with one of the workers who just doesn't do anything. But whatever. Oohh, happy birthday Charlotte ! She's 18 today, hooray for her. Ahahaha. I think work is just gonna be bleh b/c alla these people have hella sides and I'm just flat. I wanna go back to work and take pictures with everybody. Hmm, maybe one day.
I think I should shower and get ready now for my long ass day. I gotta run to the bank, first thing today. That's most important. Then.. Idk what me and Stan are gonna do.
Wednesday, July 14
Biting my tongue
Work
I won't name names, but there are just some people I can't stand. I don't know why you all think you're the shit. Why you're all so cool. I'm not gonna kiss somebody's ass to be their friend. And I realized how fake all of you people are. I just won't participate in your activities. I'll go to work, do my job, smile and leave. Sounds like a plan to me, does it to you ? This season is almost over though, thank gahh. I gotta learn Lucy, but I'm kinna sketch a/b it. I mean, they already took me out the show and put in somebody else who I think isn't even that good of a dancer.. but that's life. I'm gonna take it and live with it. I might just go again and take pictures and make alla these people really see how I roll. Ahahahha.
Relationship
Omgah, it's almost Stan's 23rd birthday. It's on the 23rd, kinna cool, right ? Ahahah. Well, I asked him what he wanted and he said a couch, so that's what he's gonna get. I wanted to do something else.. but Idk. A couch already is pretty expensive. Maybe I'll save that other thing for our 2.5 year anniversary, which is next month. Omgah. Time files. I'm loving how things are coming along. It's soo nice. I really wanna bring up this thing that's bugging me, but I know if I say anything, it'll ruin our nice mood. Maybe I'll say something as he picks me up after work.
School
It's a/b to start soon. I'm gonna take two night classes. Ahhh. I really don't wanna, but I have to so I can get outta City faster. It's just a small thing that'll lead me to a big thing. Yay.
Misc.
I don't have anything to put here. Nothing else really is happening. It's kinna blah in life right now.
I won't name names, but there are just some people I can't stand. I don't know why you all think you're the shit. Why you're all so cool. I'm not gonna kiss somebody's ass to be their friend. And I realized how fake all of you people are. I just won't participate in your activities. I'll go to work, do my job, smile and leave. Sounds like a plan to me, does it to you ? This season is almost over though, thank gahh. I gotta learn Lucy, but I'm kinna sketch a/b it. I mean, they already took me out the show and put in somebody else who I think isn't even that good of a dancer.. but that's life. I'm gonna take it and live with it. I might just go again and take pictures and make alla these people really see how I roll. Ahahahha.
Relationship
Omgah, it's almost Stan's 23rd birthday. It's on the 23rd, kinna cool, right ? Ahahah. Well, I asked him what he wanted and he said a couch, so that's what he's gonna get. I wanted to do something else.. but Idk. A couch already is pretty expensive. Maybe I'll save that other thing for our 2.5 year anniversary, which is next month. Omgah. Time files. I'm loving how things are coming along. It's soo nice. I really wanna bring up this thing that's bugging me, but I know if I say anything, it'll ruin our nice mood. Maybe I'll say something as he picks me up after work.
School
It's a/b to start soon. I'm gonna take two night classes. Ahhh. I really don't wanna, but I have to so I can get outta City faster. It's just a small thing that'll lead me to a big thing. Yay.
Misc.
I don't have anything to put here. Nothing else really is happening. It's kinna blah in life right now.
Thursday, July 8
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