I can't believe

That I didn't blog earlier. Omgah. I'm so all over the place with my blogs.

Auntie Sweetie has passed. Last Tuesday. Her things will be thursday and friday. I'm hoping Jess will come. If anything, Katy should text me and let me know what's up. I hope she can come as well. Believe it or not, I do miss her. Granted times out have been a lot less stressful. Just get in the car, and go. No worries about baby sitting or nothing. Anyway, here's what I wanted to say about Auntie Sweetie:
I'm a happy person. But as of lately, I'm sad. Granted I'm smiling and things, but when it comes down to it, I'm fucking sad as hell. I don't feel like myself. And this is because of my aunt. She isn't here. And I never thought I would need a person this much. I know that when my mother and father, and my maternal grandparents pass, I'll be sad. But I NEVER once thought in a million years that I'd be sad over losing an aunt. I feel like she was my dad's sister, and she married somebody else that we had to like, when in actuality she's just an in-law. I can't believe how empty I feel. I need to commemorate her in some way. I just need to find the perfect tattoo.

And I'm not even sure if I let the Katy Situation be known. I really shouldn't blast it, but it needs to be noted. I love that girl. But I don't need to babysit her. I want to be able to go out, and to have fun without worrying if this girl will pass out on the floor. If she's gonna be a wet blanket/Debbie Downer. So we'll see what happens.

I need to find somewhere that is hella nice on Fridays. Because we need to do this big all weekend. Or "weekend" since we really on go out Thursdays/Fridays. Saturdays will be our day to coupon. Ahaha. That's our new hobby. Then we'll eat and shop. Teehee.