Monday, April 26

Yayayyayay!!

Hella good news.

I have a JOB !!! Woot woot !!! Thanks to everybody at Wild 949 who listened to my story and put it all together. I'm working at Great America this summer. Yay. So that's that news.

Stan will be outta the academy in FOUR days. Omgah. I didn't think we'd make it. Now it's almost over. I gotta find a new outfit for his graduation. Maybe just a top or something to match some pants that I already have. I really don't wanna just keep spending, but ehh.
-Condo should be ready soon. I'm excited. I'm gonna move out and move in with him. I was looking around and seeing a lot of good deals for furniture. I also wanna do some bargain shopping. I love thrift shopping.

So now there's school. I'm just hanging in. I just gotta pass.

Sunday, April 18

Another nine days has passed

Omgah, I let another nine days go by without blogging. The usual will be stated, and then the random ones underneath.

Boyfriend. Um, So I gave up on the email. He didn't do it, so I just dropped it. It was too hard for him I guess. He said he's still gonna do it, but I'm not even worried about it. I mean, it shouldn't have taken him a month to do. It's crazy. I can write an email hella quick. Once I start typing, alla my thought just fall outta my mind and onto the screen. Why can't he do the same ?
-Condo is still the same as it was in the last post. There hasn't been much improvement. Um, the curtains are up in the bedroom. We gotta find new ones for the living room since the old ones were too short. I found out that the standard length for a curtain in 54 inches. That's good to know for my future references. The hallways, office and bathroom are primed. The living room is painted. Maybe by the end of next week, everything will be painted. Painting is the hard part outta alla this I think. Omgah. It's just taking forever. I would've hired somebody and that would've been done forever ago. I would've had this place done FOREVER ago. I understand that money is an issue, but time is also an issue, if you can't realize that. But whatever. They can just keep on ignoring me. I'm just a girl and I don't know anything.

So, I think I've finally gotten closer to finding a job. Thanks to TWITTER. I asked Jon Manuel a question over twitter and he helped me out. He, JV, and Christie interviewed me. Go here and click on April 16th, fast forward about 20 minutes, and you'll hear my interview with them on WiLD94.9 ! Yess. Hopefully things will happen. I have an interview on Sunday. And hopefully I hear something back from the place in Fremont. That's something that I want more than anything. I hope that there are more options that'll come in from over the weekend.

Um... that's all that I wanna say. I'm tired. I have jury duty 2m, so I'm taking the day off and focusing just on that.

Friday, April 9

My gah.

I have to write more often. I have so much to tell you, but prolly not enough time. The last time I blogged was on the 21st. That's like, two weeks ago ? Gahh. Mmkay.

I thought Stan was stepping up, but he really isn't. He's faking it. He's using sleep overs to ease his way outta trouble, but it's not working. At least not for me anyway. I asked him to write me an email a/b two weeks ago. And he has yet to do it. If it's not done by the end of this week, that's it. He's getting too comfortable and I don't appreciate it. Seriously, how long is it to write an email ? Put some pen to a fuckin' piece of paper to let me know how you feel ? It's unfair for me to be taken for granted when I treat him so well and give him everything that I have. I should be getting the same in return. At least once a week. I just feel soo ignored.
-Maybe once the condo is done, there will be more time. Omgah, the condo. It's FINALLY coming along. I love to see results. My vision come to life. The kitchen and bathroom are done. Living room, office, and bedroom need to be completed. Carpet in the bedroom, then furniture. Paint in office and living, floors, then furniture. I said we should look at Ikea for furniture, since they seem to be pretty cheap.
-The academy is also almost over. Just three more weeks and he's a graduate and a full time cop. It's seriously freaking me out. What if he's in a bad neighborhood ? Ohh, I also just found out that once he's a cop, he has four months of probation. So that could mean more time for me since the academy is over (w/h I REALLY doubt) or EVEN LESS time that what I'm getting now since he'll be scrutinized over his every more for four months. I shouldn't worry a/b any of this now, but I seriously can't help it. I have needs and wants too. And he's not meeting them. Not evening coming close. We had our first date in over a month last weekend thanks to his mom who shoved us out of the condo to have one.
-Speaking of his mom, we're bonding. I feel sooo good. I love talking to her. I think it's so cute when she says that she needs me around b/c alla the boys (Stan, Alex [his brother], and Stan's dad) always gang up on her. She needs me to help voice her opinion. And we surprisingly agree on almost everything related to the house.Yay for bonding.

School. Ugh. I'm so over it. I've come to terms that I have to retake a lot of classes and might not graduate when I want to, but whatever. It's a part of life. I really don't wanna even go on a/b school. I gotta finish this project for history this weekend. Must do stats. And some Russian. Alla this while going out tonight and spending time with my boyfriend. Yay.

I'm going out tonight ! With Soyhala and Katy. I promised Soyhala that as soon as she hit the big 18 I'd take her out to a club. So we're going to Mist. I should google how to get there real quick. And yea. I hope I have fun. I'm not wearing anything super fancy. Just a nice shirt and some booty shorts. Then I gotta figure out shoes. I was thinking heels, but Idk if I wanna do alla that. I should just toss on some flats. But then.. none of mine are all that fancy. Hmm. I'll think of something.

Family. I'm currently in trouble b/c I let the credits expire for the trip. Idk how to tell my dad that we booked a flight and the flight was last month so that money is gone. Um, yea. I'm fucked. I'm waiting on mom to get home so I can get a mani/pedi real quick. I need one. I'm thinking of a mint green finger. But then a dark green toe is like, ugly. Ahahah. Again, I'll thinking of something.