Thursday, February 17

Returned.

Omgah, Idk how I feel about that trip. A lot happened, and I'm mentally and physically exhausted. I missed Vasiliy way too much, and he got sick with worms on our last day there. I got a phone call and freaked out. I'm currently uploading alla the pictures. We went to Hollywood Studios first, then Epcot, then Animal Kingdom, Magic Kingdom, and lastly was Downtown Disney. To sum up the trip in a few words, there was a ton of power walking, arguing over maps/directions/times, rushing to the tiny bathroom, eating out, bussing to and from places, the crazy stench that was outside of our hotel (Florida swamp smell, I'm hoping), and I think that's it. Our hotel was ghetto. I should've taken the time to realize that when we pulled up and the sign said Rama and not Ramada that our trip was gonna be on the sketch side. Our shuttle to Disney came at 845, 1145, and 1215. So if you missed the 845am one, you missed a big chunk of your day waiting around for the next one. Luckily me and Stan were really good a/b making the first one. The return times were just as bad. 545, 845, 1015. I really tried hard to make that 845 one alla time, but we rarely did. We were left sitting in the cold for over an hour a few times during our trip. Oh, it rained on our first day, and we got lovely Disneyworld ponchos. I love that word. Um, I don't wanna really get into details because if I do, I could honestly die from typing for so long. I think the trip was fun, but Idt me and Stan were ready to spend that much time together w/o any separation. I think I drove him crazy, but I know he drove me insane. We fought almost everyday over the smallest things. Ugh.

New quarter of school. I'm so unmotivated. Maybe this isn't what I should be doing..

Thursday, February 3

So close, yet so far.

I'm so close to my trip, but so far away as well. A few minor things need to be booked, and I'm finally done. I have to book transportation to and from the airport. I'm so excited. Six days away baby.

I'm getting another debit card for my trip. I'm excited a/b that as well.

Vasiliy is going to his first doggy day care session. I hope he can settle in well. I can't afford to be looking for a new hotel for him. Note to self, bring vaccine papers. Dad is trying to find somebody to watch him for $150, but it's a different story. He needs more than just baby sitting. He needs to be walked, etc. I have noticed that Vasiliy has been acting kinna weird lately. I wonder if he knows I'm leaving him. I feel terrible. So bad. I don't wanna go away w/o him, but there isn't anyway I can bring him. Maybe in a few years once he's not as hyper.

I will definitely clean my room and get rid of the desk 2m. It should be a lot easier since I won't have Vasiliy in the room to be annoying.

I'm bringing a million bags with me on this flight. Gotta bring my laptop, gotta bring my purse, gotta bring my luggage. I'm thinking a/b being ghetto and sticking my purse in my luggage. I really don't wanna pay for a checked bag. But I have my lotions, so I just might have to. We'll see what happens.

I made another grown up decision a few days ago. Honestly really is the best policy.

Omgah, how could I forget them? I had an interview today. I think it went well. I was worried about my typing skills b/c at first they had me take a test that was random letters, numbers, and punctuation. I got like 12 wpm. Then I took another set of typing tests which was actually a story. It made more sense and it got me a score of around 63 wpm. I should know by tonight or early tomorrow morning if the job is mine. I hope it falls through. I need the money. And then I'll get back on track with my life.

Off to school.