I don't really use this, bc there isn't a need with my addiction to Tumblr. But today, I REALLY just needed to let a lot of feelings and things out.
First and foremost, rest in piece to auntie sweetie and uncle jr.
Now, on to more personal things. I'm frustrated as FUCK living in this house. My parents keep saying you can do xyz in your room, and I'm ready, but they're like, no wait. I haven't even been in my room in months. I sleep on the couch, bc there literally no room in my room to live.
Today I just had it. I've been around mom too much. I'm helping her with gramma bc gramma is sick and is losing her mind. Today mom said that me and Joi had to go to the hospital to take gramma home. Looking at the situation now, there was NO need for us to do that. Me and Joi didn't need to go. All it did was cause stress. I don't have the patience to deal with gramma. And when people come at me outta left field, I'm gonna retaliate. And until people realize that I'm fucking unhappy, I'm gonna be a bitch. So there.
